6/25/2011

he's still my Kidrauhl...

Full story of what happened with JB: Okay, so i was in line to meet Justin Bieber in new york, of course i got there late, so i was very last in line for the meet and greet. I was scared that i wasn't going to be able to meet him, and i waited such a long time for this oppurtinity. People thought it was wierd, that me out of everybody was going to meet him. But hey, i thought the kid was talented, cute, and inspiring. So why not? Why pass the oppurtinity. When i finally reached the door, i was so thankful that Justin was still here. He smiled at me, and i walked towards him. "Hi i'm Justin!" Before i could say anything, he stopped, and shook my hand. Little did i know, he saw the scars on my arm. I had been batteling depression for awhile now, that went along with myself being bulimic. Justin paused, and then looked me in the eyes, and asked me one word. "Why" i explained to him the story, and in a split second after, i was in Justin Bieber's arms, and he wasn't letting go. He then murmered in my ear. "You are beautiful, you are so very beautiful. You shouldn't ever feel the need to do any of this stuff, because you are perfect the way you are. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise, or make you think differently.". I started crying, and Justin noticed and kissed my cheek, and held out his pinky. I was confused, and he said "Pinky promise, you will never do that again, for me?" I did. That day will forever be in my heart. So next time you call Justin a jerk, think twice about it, because you don't know him, you know what you see on TV. 

okay.. i got this from my friend on tumblr named Josette, reading her story makes me like "omg... thats why i love and support him everyday.... he's still my old justin who taught me to always dream big and never say never..." i love you my kidrauhl....

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6/20/2011

haven't slept yet...!! OTL...!!!

gash.... uda jam 12:12am... gw belom tidor... dari ashar tadi kejedot teroz melototin lappy...
omonaaaa... padahal gw lagi uas... >.< tadi aja gw kebalik buwad kurva paz ekwan... aishhhh... nyesel gw kaga teliti.....
nahhh sekarang gw malah stuck ngedit2 photo gag jelazz... mana janji lo ma diri lo sendiri chaq...??? kalo gini caranya.. elo betrayed everyone...!!! well then... mianhae...gw tau akhir-akhir ini gw malez teroz bawaanya... bosen.. gag tw dee kenapa.. but andweeee.. gag...!! jangan sampe deee... gw gag boleh malezz...
gara-gara ne postingan terlanjur gw buwad... gw mending share hasil editan photo gag jelaz gw kali iaaa....
abizan ne aja gw lagi bingung nyari crack-an bwt photoshop gw...!! >.< kaga' ketemu2.. untung bestie gw si mbyo mau gw suru donlotin PS CS 5 lengkap plus crack nya... emang d best dah sizta gw yang satu ntu....
nah lo... gw uda janji ngasi dia pelm neee...woaaa.. padahal update-an pelm gw yaa dari dia nohh...<pelajaran moral ala bang dika: kaga' baik ngumbar janji> ahahaha.. dari pada gw basa-basi-bawel tengah malem gini.. gag penting... pointless and soo dam meaningless (pemborosan kata2.. yeaaa.. ikr..!!!).. mending elo pada pelototin neee hasil karya gw bersemedi depan lappy (sebenernya see ne semedinya bukan gara-gara ngedit photonya, tapi melototin nya yang buseeetttt... kaga' bosen2 dah gw... minus gw lama2 tambah parah... waeee oppa..!! your just too HOT...!!otl...!!):
imma die hard..!! sumbody help.. 
well... okay... sapa see yang ga bunuh diri liat ne orang... too much handsome... gw kaga tau dehh mezti ngomong... its sucha perfect order from God...!! ahhh then i was like... "God.. just let me have this guy... and ill just be good foreva...!!" oke2.. gw mule gila... gw juga mule nuliz ngelantur... tapi sebelum gw tutup ne postingan gag jelazz... gw baru aja download MVnya justin yang next 2 you (bareng Chris B.) gahhh.. gw panas banget liat MV.. endingnya... wuekkkk... muntah gw liat.. masa Justin kissu2an  ma tu cewe hot bgt.. mana di close up lagi... justin gw <pengakuan sepihak> kayanya uda berubah banget... uda nindik telinganya... cipokan ma Selena gag nanggung2... gag heran dah gw kalo sampe Selena di gosipin pregnant kaya yang uda2.. gw juga mulai nge-doubt that they hadnt sex already .... isshhhhh... jauh2 dee.. secara kafir emank gitu... padahal gw ngefans bgt lo ma Justin.. secara his jorney to get these all isnt as easy as you think guys...!! dia ngajaring gw buwad dream big.. chase it.. and never say never...!! uwaaaa. what a cool quote, right..!! tapi liat Justin yang sekarang... gw jadi nge-flat gitu ama dia...
yahh.. at least, gw cuma pengen bilang:
wish my "Kidrauhl" would never change..!!!
okay guys... postingan kali ini yang bener2 kaya gado2... gag jelaz and absurd banget... gw akhiri sampe disini..think that i better go to sleep now... >.< so sorry fo spazzin your dash by this..
soo.. good night luvies... see yall 2morrow..
byeeee...
annyeong...^^

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6/17/2011

I Love You - Avril Lavigne

Avril Lavigne - I Love You
SongWriters: Martin, Max / Schuster, Johan Karl / Lavigne, Avril
Lyrics + Video + Life Performance in Singapore


La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that’s not why I love you
And I, I like the way
You’re such a star
But that’s not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that’s not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that’s not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
And I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
Yeah – Oh.
Oh.
Even though we didn’t make it through
I am always here for you
You
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)
La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)

ps: im sooo in love with this song...
thank you so much Avril fo makin this and sharing us ur awesome voice...
i fuckin love you... <3 - annie

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JongHoon: His lips.... ahhhhh, omfgsbhjasghjavsb!!!

im officially dead.. wanna smooch those damn hot lips sooooo bad... >.< ahahaha.. pervert..!!

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6/16/2011

Lunar eclipse, did u just see it last night....??

okeeee.. pagi ini gw ada masih ada kelazzz...
damn it..!! katanya libur tenang.. tapi kok gag tenang2 iaaa...
weleh2 stress dah gw neee... 3 hari lagi uas.. and gw sama sekali belom nyentuh tu buku satu2.. padahal bahannya bejibun...!!! serasa mo bunuh diri ne gw...

okeee.. btw, daripada gw ngerunyam gag jelazz.. tadi malem elo semua pada liat gerhana bbulan gag...?? godnesss.. gw ktiduran mameeeettttt... sial dahhhh.. padahal gw pengen banget liat....!!!! temen2 gw pada begadang.. curankk lu pada.. kaga bangunin gw.. !! TB emank luuuuu... >.<
ini gambar gw dapet nemu... gw edit dikit lahhh.. lupa gw nemu dimana naa.. so sorry fo no credit.. >.<
google pun mengkhianati gw.... napa elu mezti ganti icon tengah malem, hah??.. gw lupa kan jadinya...!!! tanggung jawab eluuuu,,, !! *hedeeehh apadaahhh..!!

well... tadi kan gw bilang.. gw masih ada kelazz ne hari.. gw mezti cap cuzz dulu ngampuzzz..
belum ada konfirmasi see.. tapi elo taulahhh.. dosen jaman sekarang suzaaaahhhhh...!!!
gw juga mezti mule blajar neeee... biar IP smezter ne baguz lagiii... <wish i could get 4>
eniwei, gw lupa gw puasa hari ini....
mian ppl... gw uda nyumpahin eluu dari tadii.. ilang de tu pahala puasa gw.. 



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JongHoon: Prettier than Flower

omonaaaaa... he even looks prettier than me...
Gashhhhh... how could he be sooo beautiful.....???
OTL...!!!

taken from my tumblr :) do follow pls...^^

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6/13/2011

Happy 4th Anniversary to my precious treasure FT.ISLAND




we may not be by yourside from the beginning..
not being a fans since june 07 2007..
not be with you exactly four years ago..
some of us know you, 2 years ago,1 year ago or even few months ago..etc.etc.
but it doesn't matter..
what matters most is today and in future..
this day forward, we will stand for you.
a fan of FIVE TREASURE ISLAND called PRIMADONNA..
your path may not be bright always,
may face some struggles,may conquer some obstacles..
but we.. primadonnas as your first ladies,
who wish to be your strength on every downfall,
who wish to be your angel who will protect you wherever you are,
who will love and cherish you from the bottom of our hearts..

lee hongki,choi jonghun,lee jaejin, choi minhwan,song seunghun,and oh won bin
you will always be our treasure. ^_^


it should be posted on June, 7th... but i was sooooo busy with those school stuffs..
then "i see all of you guys have lovely letters to FT.Island for their 4th anniversary...
and here i am eating my fourth banana 'cause i can't come up with an epic letter to describe how much i love the band... T_T
but if ever i could write two words to FT.Island.. they would be : NEVER CHANGE....!!"

saranghaeyoo....
<3 <3 <3

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